... the new style in panorama ...

 we had just lost another beloved family member. The time spent with family coming together at these times of joy and sorrow. 

the chance in time to try out the sometimes warped panorama view. It is good I don't have to carry much to capture a moment. I was able to be assisted in my 'I wonder how you do that?' on this occasion too !

this month of JUNE NOW COMING to an end has seen a lot in transition. A time in a role different. A kitchen different learning how to use again the industrial dishwasher, microwave, getting to serve teas and dishing out dinners. I crossed over to front of house in the last weeks of time in give. 

The many and varied tasks in aiding the patients, and assisting staff. It is complex in the role I cannot assume this, that and other. One requires to be authorised to wander around a unit, being assigned with permission to do all tasks yet left to your own devices within that. The discretion, working alone within a team skills back in use in accomplishment.... amazing, complex and tiring but very rewarding ....

A month In May

to the day in getting the clothes, the lunch ready for a day of training that is mandatory. This to do something postive .  I will probably do in some form of this besides the eventual vocation ... in vacation ... 

The bounds of time lost, now in fruition to assist those lonely to buzz the nurses for a chat ... I alleviate along with many others who do a variety of roles, the dilemmas all round in a social comtext Or the many other tasks that were requested on a ward I selected out of choice. 

A ward in multi function on from the A & E until located a ward ... elsewhere ... the fruition in this time is where I am at ... !!! 

The flourish, the gratitude, the warm welcome, the appreciation in the many thankless tasks within an environment we all can moan as much as wonder at the care ... by dedicated medical professionals and the other people like porters who do a grand job in putting as at ease when ill or hurting ...

Definitely in a lifted mode

this restorative few weeks in mending a nasty raspy cough that did damage to ligaments. Cor blimey did it restrict life awhile ... another hold up in removing life in one way, helped though in bringing me back form some more teeters on that precipitous times  ... 

And no that is not me ... this I took in the 80s on a farm. The time with flora and fauna and young ones and old ones and a diverse life ... that I have revisited much in the deaths of so many loved ones in the last many seasons ... 

The memories of another friends farm and getting on their donkey. I got on one side and fell off the other! Often relayed in these times of reacquainting with my own sister ! 

A hard to seek

where grace is ... a time in difficulty to adjust. A time that still stirs. The patronising. And no don't some more blow offs before this is through ...

The orkout how to capitulate a life from hoard ... the acknowledgment from the one person who had seems transition other than family when I first said aloud the Hoard word 

Gratitude in the dark

the wee small times, when I swish and sway, The news shared washes over me. As per usual I am not exposed to external news or what have you. I have not listened to music much either. A lot of silence in thoughts gathered while I tend my home in restoration...

The films of inspiring events or a feel good film at the end of the periods of time immersed in life enhancements 

A harbour this January 

A long time no see ...

... after much that I find hard in the gratitude... 

After a difficult time I found the flourish in a personal difficult time of year 

December ...

Once again the flurry of experiences not seen, touched, tasted, felt or heard for too long...

Again I feel more in grace with blessings of what this particular gave us ... 

Thyself to do what we do

In our areas 

This was when I was first setting on volunteering and vocation 

The classic opportunity we have from helping 

A inspiration to stop being maudlin